I want you...

I just want to meet a down to earth girl.

A girl that...

can go out in sweatpants and not be embarrassed.
can speak her mind and not hold back.
is okay with making a fool out of herself.
does not have to impress me.
picks the little things over the big things.
rather stay in, watch movies, and cuddle rather than going out and spending money.
supports me and my music.
does not care about Anniversaries except for ya know, the important one.
is willing to meet me halfway.
believes in herself.
can be herself and only for herself.
is worth showing off to the entire world.

Well, here's to being alone for who knows how long...
My hands get the job done, believe me, and I am thankful for that.

But I've found something that keeps me aware, a whole scene of people with the courage to care...

Time to parttyyyyyyyyyy.

Desperate, alone, without an excuse. I try to explain. Christ, what's the use?

Why do I constantly have to tell myself to "get over it" when I'm happy with how I'm feeling at that moment? Why can't the feeling just stay? This has happened to me 4 times in the past year. It sucks knowing I can do better than the girls I like/date and I am better than the girls that they like/date. I'm not one to dwell on shit like this because I don't have time to, but it's just like...

Again? Really? LOL.

I started taking these on Friday and already feel a difference. This rules.

Okay, I just needed to type down how amazing my weekend is going to be...

Friday - Lemuria
Saturday - I'm playing an acoustic cover set in Brooklyn with I Am Alaska, Control, and Racing Exit 13
Sunday - Copeland, I Can Make A Mess, and Person L
Monday - Company of Thieves

I know Monday doesn't count, but fuuhhhhhhh...

Good things won't let you wait...

I can't even begin to explain how amazing it feels and touched I am to have a band that I look up to tell me how talented I am.